What to do when the old, pent up energy releases and pushes its way out:
NOTICE, ALLOW EMBRACE, AND RELEASE THE ENERGETIC RESIDUE
Our emotions are not who we are. They are an energetic component of our original design that deepens and broadens our experience in this Earthly dimension when allowed to. The challenge is that they have been restricted and morphed by the consequences and compromises made in successive lives, especially through the Piscean Age and others before. The incarnational loss of awareness that leaves each feeling alone and abandoned by Source opens up the journey to many nuances that systematically develop into personal paradigms that scream “this is who I Am”!
It is from the moments of living and the global reactions to the movement of emotion that so many permutations of emotions have become a widely accepted wash of limited thinking, though most see them as the way it is, not an exception. From the parent emotions of Love and Fear come all the other expressions that have risen out of the attempt to explain experiences and a limited view of our own design. The other basic emotions of anger, sadness, grief, and joy are definable variations of the two. While an important list of others I am casting as nuances of emotion as they are inconsistent expressions that are more reflective of the path and experience of the individual than a group dynamic, though many do express similar behaviors.
These nuances are shame, guilt, disgust/judgment/contempt/hatred, jealousy, boredom/apathy, overwhelm, abandonment, anxiety, and awe. Remember that the original design is about experience and clearing. Emotions provide an energetic juice that is blended with the uniqueness of personal experience to create something that has meaning for the individual. If the body is allowed to do its design work then the emotion moves in becoming a feeling and has its life and moves out, leaving behind the experiential memory. It is when the energy is not allowed to flow that the storing begins which leads to the gray area that gives rise historically and personally to the nuances of all of these variations.
All of the above seem more than just nuances in life. Many are impacting our moments of living profoundly. Yet, each shows up in individuals with a certain flavor based on the life before the now, especially in childhood, where many of these are learned as survival tools, in that twisted sort of way. Though it may seem far fetched, each is primarily a choice to invest in. Their prevention is entirely possible through awareness and application of that awareness. And, indeed, here lies the strategy of reclaiming our emotional and energetic balance, clearing the misconception and then clearing the energetic residue memory on all levels.
For the Inner Child, these nuance emotions are introduced “as needed” based on the personal experiences and circumstances, learnings, programming, and beliefs. Given an emotionally literate home that was supportive of the true design then there would be no need for or experience of these feelings at all. That is predominantly not the case in the Western world at least. So there is value in discussing them briefly.
But first, a few words about the foundational frequency of Love. This energetic substance is resonating at a high frequency, completely malleable, for it is the fabric of the Cosmos itself. The benevolence of creation gave us the antidote to any lower vibration built right into the stuff of life, matter itself. It is a slight turning of the heart that reveals the Light of All permeating the moment given by Grace. We see what we see, determined in a large part by the degree of our holding on capacity, our reservoir of energetic flotsam and jetsam, our clinging worn out beliefs, our disconnected lifeline to our own past…you get the picture. What do you see? It is all there, the totality right before us…and we get to choose. Love is everywhere longing to be seen but not really giving a shit…because it all works out in the end..as we all shall see.
In every mirror there is the reflected program of what we have bought into as well as the truth of our being. What do you see? If you knew that in everything that happens there is contained also the gift and the beauty and the higher frequency message how would you embrace your moments? Love heals. It salves over every wound no matter the severity. It opens the refrigerator door and gives us all the sustenance we could ever desire or need. How do you see the world? How have you filtered it to fit what you bought into along the way to up until now?
Could it be that by being aware enough of the now that you could tilt your heart to spill out the wash of Love that would make whatever it is all better? Is it possible that the Creative Source made the Truth of us that easy to find? And if I claim I Am Love with all my being then the forms shall fall away to leave Here I Am sitting on the curb smiling at the majesty of the flow of life? Yes, yes, yes…
The gift of emotion is to let us immerse in the grand variety of the pure vibration of the substance of life. It all sources out of Love for that is all there is. Make it what you will. Make it hard and make it painful if you must. In the big picture, in the end, it just does not matter. And, yet, I understand, that to most of us, for the time being, it does matter…and so we must look at these nuances to get how the emotional pureness adapts to what we require.
So…let’s look at these and see how it all intertwines. And let’s cut corners and choose right now to view all of this from the central chamber of the heart, sitting right next to and holding hands with, our precious inner child self. It will make a mighty difference…
