We are born, we experience the moments. Things happen. We react and we respond. Our design is compromised. We do what is necessary to survive. We make uninformed and necessary decisions and then live out the consequences until further notice, which historically has not come. So, up until now we have this paradigm in place. We do things and there are natural consequences. We get so filled up with the unexpressed debris that we gradually forget our true capacity to be Love in action. We slip into bastardizations of ourselves, a hodge podge of the faulty decisions and actions. We forget to connect and isolate where we plan our attacks and set our intentions…
And all the while our true design tugs at our being to remember who we are. Confusing, yes…impossible, no. To reach the place where we are given the second chance at being us we have to find the balance which then opens up the receptivity necessary to step into the libraries that hold the blueprint for each of us. The journey is messy...for as long as it is.
A Course in Miracles declares that there is Love or Fear. Anything that is not Love is in the fear frequency. Simple, yes. Replace fear with Love and the world shifts in grand ways. To do so is a journey. Yes, even in these supported times of great expansion and remembering.
Life happens. We participate in the events and experiences called to us by a Higher Self and a specific set of intentional plans laid at our feet at the incarnation point. And, all the while, because of the laws of the dimension that demand free will, we oscillate and wander and lose our way and misplace the plan. It is what we signed up for, honestly. The great adventure is exactly that, unpredictable, wandering, devastatingly beautiful, and worth the price of admission.
Sometimes we do things we are hesitant to do but they seem like a good idea at the time. They initiate consequences that we either own and take responsibility for…or we don’t. When we do not we activate a nuance emotion called guilt. Guilt is a conscience call that we kind of don’t listen to. When we do what we do we can feel shame, a frequency that is in contradiction to not only who we think we are, but actually, who we truly are. Guilt is like frozen shame, infused with fear. The fear is the component that plays with us. Like a child/parent relationship in some ways. The child knows that there are limitations and rules, yet they do things anyway…perhaps just to see what might happen, or because it feels so good to be bad, or because they need to test the waters of limits and see what their parents are really made of…
Guilt, because it sits around pulling and pushing, like the angel and the devil on opposite shoulders, plays with us. We keep being called to keep doing the forbidden, because we are afraid of the consequences, kind of. We are internally divided and split. And, likely in an internal mess. We do it again because it takes away, to a degree, the very fear that is brought up by the action.
There is a feeling in the viscera of the trunk, a stirring in the chakras to own up to our choices and take responsibility. The choice is to listen or not. When we listen to the calling we take responsibility and own our choices and actions and sit in the consequences. Or we do not and then put into motion more dances with the object of our guilt for as long as we choose. Infidelity unexposed leads to more infidelity. The faces may change but the action is the same, the cost is the same. Guilt eats away at tissue. Eventually the decay forces us to face the shame that lies underneath…or not.
We punish ourselves with the feelings of guilt. Then we soften the punishment by doing it again, as if we believe the punishment is enough to warrant a repeat. We have been punished enough for now. So let’s do something so we can beat ourselves up. It is such a guilty pleasure…until it is not. Remember the body can only hold so much before it initiates the cleansing mode.
The child has made mistakes along the way. Events have occurred that the child may not be proud of. Choices were made that are shadowy and feel crappy. Yet there is hesitancy to bring them to the Light. This is where the adult can assist. Creating the nurturing and trusting relationship will lead towards the willingness of the child self to come clean and go into the depths of the choices to reveal the source…the shame that lies at the root of all guilt. Out of the pit comes the first strains of remorse and accountability. Owning choices is powerful. This is what the journey is about, making choices, making mistakes, making changes, owning the choices, adjusting…on and on.
Allowing this process is aligning with the Love frequency again. No one is so hardened that Love cannot break through. No one…