The issues in your core have been reinforced by repetition, choice, and belief. They are there because we have made them important and given them more power than they deserve…at the expense of our own well being. They have been fed to us by others called forth by your relationships…passersby, the song in the car next to you at the stop, the movie you just had to see, the dream after the bender, the high point revelation when you were stoned that one time, that one soul who tore your heart open and then walked right out of your life…on and on, sequences of events that have stirred the pot and rattled the sinew to force the issue deeper and deeper until it seemed just beyond the consciousness and bled through all of your fine white experiences. It is self perpetuating once it is in place…until it is not. And this is where the Cosmos comes in…
Lifetime after life time we have danced around these issues. Sure, we cleared some up, almost…reclaimed an awareness that was lost at the passing of the veil to ready for the next round. We dragged the belief in karma and gathered our wounds before we entered, faithful servants one and all. It is almost like the issues were running the show…it was that convoluted, that messy, that tragic. And thus, along came the 25 year cycle begun in 1987, when the Cosmic I Am that oversees the dance, made a very critical decisions. Humans were simply learning how to make a mess and smear the poop all over the walls without even realizing it wasn’t wall paper…
These humans, yes you and me, lost our way. We became so immersed in feeling wounded and less than that we lost the hutzpah to move beyond these morbid buy-Ins. It was a massive case of everyone (almost) treading water and drinking cases of the same ol’, same ol’.
Intervention…of the Celestial kind. The Cosmos said it is time to deal with it…thus the sweeping wave of frequency raising that launched in August of 1987 and culminated on the 21st of December in 2012. We have been served. Every human has been put on notice that the core issues are being evicted…one way or another. Become conscious and learn to clean your own house or have the flood come to do it for you. Every human is facing this what to do dilemma. So what will we do here?
Let’s start by revisiting our list and fleshing out each of the “core issues” a bit so that you can raise your own eye of Horus and use discernment to reveal the issues you carry. From there you will incubate with the information for the week. Then we shall re-enter the dark forest to cleanse and clear with all the love we can muster, facing every thing that is unlike us, including our own ego and shadow…to lay bare the pure core of the child self. When this is done the true programming of you shall initiate the reboot…and that, my friend, shall be the most profound moment of your last fifty lifetimes.
Abandonment
Our Mother’s womb was the last place where we were truly taken care of, nourished, protected, and allowed to flourish (in most cases). It was the perfect home. Until we got kicked out. Birth is traumatic by nature. It is designed to jump start the organism into dimensional readiness and action. Systems turn on and separations occur. We are forced to activate a completely different mechanism of pranic and oxygen replacement… breathing. The birth process is chaotic, painful, lengthy, and complete jettison from having our needs met completely. Though we are aware in the big picture and still maintain connection and access to the celestial, we are shocked into the now physical dimensional awareness that will be our incarnational companion until we choose to leave. The slap on the hind end is a not so gentle reminder that you are now on the Earth plane where things are tough…it is replete with pain, it is demanding, it is confusing, it is unpredictable…At birth we are left behind outside of the house we love, abandoned by our earthly creator.
This issue rises when we are scared, when a relationship is challenged, when we face uncertainty, when we forget who we are, when we feel alone, when we lose sight of what it is all about, when we have change “forced” upon us.
Loss of relationship with the Creative Source
Somewhat akin to abandonment, loss of connection with the Source Creator is bigger and more sweeping in its impact. The old design is that we forget all we have been at the point of incarnation. We are left without language to express our needs. The body begins to close around us separating us from the free flow of the previous dimension. The memory of who we truly are is foggy and diminishes with each breath and each new immersion into the family of origin scenario. As the Crown chakra, the soft spot on the crown of the head, slowly solidifies, so too does our inner memory of the celestial connection, temporarily (which can be some time in this zone of linear time and space).
The issue rises when we can make no sense of life, when our plans are set asunder, when we feel no connection of substance with this life, when we are overwhelmed with no where to turn to, when our sense of self has been compromised and we see the world as a threat.
Neglect
Being in body is one of the key elements of the Earthly 3rd dimensional journey. Most of the life is centered around being fully conscious of the bigger picture, anchored in a greater knowing that it is the temporary vehicle that houses the greater being you have always been.
Unfortunately, this is all but forgotten as the incarnation spreads out over time. We have basic needs that used to be taken care of by the Mother, even after birth to a ever decreasing degree. We are supposed to learn to be self sufficient and be ready for the kick out of the house at 18. Rarely is this the case. Too often the wounds of the fathers are perpetrated upon the child. The child learns what it feels like to not have needs met. We absolutely need physical touch. Too often that touch is infused with pain. We are taught to mistrust our body. We rebel and do self damage because the child deduces that he is not worth much. No contact is worse than abusive contact. Neglect can be touch, basic needs, having no vision of a future, an unwillingness to show up to life, show up to self.
The issue shows up in poor self care habits, in criticism and judgment of others, mistreatment of others including animals, isolation, addictive behaviors that are all about feeling something physical, self abuse and self mutilation, investment in imaginary friends and personalities.
Separation
Humans are communal by design. The Earth plane is about relationship and connection. Unfortunately, and for reasons unnecessary to discuss, the Piscean model of the last 200+ years has been to separate and isolate. In this state people can become fearful, which leads to rescues, and surrendering of rights and privileges, and suspicion. The entrance of the Aquarian Age, officially active in 2012, is a celestial mandate to embrace and integrate Oneness, or the common connection with all life. We are being taught to open to the idea that autonomy can be maintained in the midst of the oneness connection with others. The forms are unfolding. In the meantime, people isolate and separate. As a premi who spent two + weeks in solitary as an infant (incubator), I am very comfortable with being alone. Separation for me is often a relief. The cost is that I do not choose to connect with people much outside of my work, which is massively people oriented.
The cost of this issue is that one feels disconnected with people and even life. They fell and act alone, sometimes drifting into the imaginary world. This is not why we incarnated here, folks! One self selects out of community and finds fault with others easily. They can feel excluded and less than at the same time. Though they may yearn to get involved and connected the forced isolation they experienced is a seductive influence.