B2 Session Three Self Esteem

Key Elements

Self-esteem is our sense of personal value, as established through our moments of living in this incarnation. It can be carried through from past lives. It is programmed into our sub-conscious mind to seed conscious beliefs that become our patterns for living and self-perception…until further notice via choices to change, reawaken, or ascend.

Our perceptions and beliefs about ourselves form the foundation of self-esteem. Most of it is learned, though there is cellular memory that carries through the energetic elements of lives past. So, too, is the full inner knowing of the Truth of Our Being carried in visceral areas of awareness that wait to be triggered…one of the purposes and offshoots of this remarkable time of shifting shapes, forms and paradigms.

Value is impacted mightily by the moments of living from even before the point of incarnation. Ener-genetic influences are in place by agreement as specific healings are invited in for all family players involved. The Mother’s multi faced condition strongly impacts the energy bodies from top to bottom. The relationship of family in the house, the stresses and the environment serve to influence the incarnate as well. Once the child is here then the natural capacities are soon interrupted by the specifics of the parental relationships that interrupt the flow and begin the long process of storing the unexpressed. The esteem becomes compromised when the flow is interrupted and serious uncertainty is introduced energetically.

Self esteem fluctuates as the moments of living unfold. Words said are impactful, but it is more the energy behind them and the body language that digs into the sense of self. And repetition is the element that seals the deal and instills personal beliefs and deeper sub-conscious rules that direct moments of living. These are decisions made by a little one with not much to go on. They are survival oriented, knee jerk responses to challenges. And they stay in place running the thoughts, beliefs, and behavior until they are replaced. This will only occur when the inner child is willing to give up his sense of control, which honestly is not much…though it seems so.

Beyond the profound impact of the family on value is the literal brainwashing of the culture and society. One is told and shown from the beginning that they are limited and in need of improvement. If one is unlucky enough to be put into a framework of organized religion then there is a huge possibility that they believe that they are sinful and can never be fixed. The repetitious and relentless download of less than on one’s self esteem through the media, the social group, schools, business, relationships…on and on…makes it almost impossible to turn it around. Thus, in many cases, shifting self esteem takes lifetimes of incremental growth.

But it is not hopeless…The ascension and reawakening journey taking place in these times is changing a lot of the previous ways and means. Too often the energetic debris of words unsaid and wounds unprocessed form the glue that holds poor self esteem together. Learning and choosing to consciously clear these reservoirs of low frequency is making significant headway in the process of reclamation of the I Am That I Am. When the energy moves then the belief system starts to topple. Even the citadel of sub-conscious beliefs is becoming susceptible to infiltration and change. And not a moment too soon. Creating relationship with one’s inner child self is critical to giving one back their magnificent life.

The second, third, sixth, and fifth chakras are aligned with self esteem. The wounds of life are held energetically in the second. The will and power center is where we take action on our beliefs, for better or worse. The third eye is where one’s own image is projected into form. This heavily influenced by the influx of cosmic potential and infinite possibility that enters through the back of the third eye. It is supposed to gather light and momentum and polish in the inner chamber of the pituitary gland….but too often, the pituitary has been so compromised and tarnished by preservatives, aluminum, chem trails, mercury, etc that it cannot project forward any high frequency images…and one’s vision suffers. The fifth chakra that has likely been silenced by injunction and control is barely capable of speaking the self into the world to magnetize the energies to make it reality.

All this can be changed and one can have the happy childhood they always wanted by choosing to consciously tend their energy garden; using discernment in buying into the what has been in family, society, and culture; nurturing their inner child; taking risk to stand up in the world; expanding one’s understanding of the immediate dimension and the greater cosmos; choosing to be in the Light expressing light more often than not; being willing to claim their passion and creative expression through joy, gratitude, and grace; and, oh, so much more…

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